I had often wondered if the book
in The Alchemist was real. My better
judgement says no. Cecily never finds out how to make wealth out of nothing,
but on her journey she meets a ghost. A boy who tells her she can live forever.
I love the book so much, but
now, recalling its plot, I’m a little startled. I’d always considered it
fantasy, but now, in the position of Roland, the ghost in the tale, I can see
that it is quite true to life and death.
He must have known.
The thought occurs to me as
though someone has lit a roman candle in my mind. Did Thacker know? Was he in
touch with any spirits, or believed in the tiniest encounter so deeply that he
created worlds and characters to live in.
I stare down at the worn pages.
I recognize one of my favourite scenes at first glance. It is the first time Cecily
meets the ghostly child. The scared boy who died years before and has haunted
an old abandoned orphanage because he was scared of everywhere outside.
My eyes focus on a single line
of dialogue. A line I have never truly understood until now.
‘But Cecily,’ he proclaimed,
tears streaming from his face. ‘Every time I close my eyes, I get lost. I’m so
scared Cecily, I’m so scared.’
I had never really read into the
line. It’s innocuous and doesn’t appear to say anything at all. But, quite
suddenly, I feel an even greater sympathy for the boy, because that’s what has
been happening to me for hours now. Every time I close my eyes, I lose myself
in the Edge.
Yates has to see this book.
Without a second’s thought, I plunge my hands through the glass. It won’t be
gone for long, I’ll return it before the sun comes up. My hands close around
the leather hardcover. It feels fragile in my hands like it may crumble to dust
at any second. I curl my fingers around it and lift it, starting to feel the
pinch of the glass around my elbows.
I worry that the book won’t come
with me for a second. I no longer exist, but the book does. I don’t worry for
long though as my elbow, forearms, wrists and then hands holding the book pass
through the glass.
The perfect crime.
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