I know I have to trust him.
‘Okay,’ I
say. ‘I’ll be coming back, you know.’
‘You’re not
staying?’ he asks, and I worry. ‘Oh right, your lady friend. That’s alright,
you go and find her.’ He smiles. This is a new side of Yates, and I’m not quite
sure what to make of it. ‘Do you know where you’ll go next?’
‘I’m not
sure really,’ I say, and I’m still thinking. ‘I know she always wanted to go to
Rome, but Rome’s a big city.’
‘Well go,
explore,’ he encourages. ‘It’s no use hanging around here.’
I have the
distinct impression he’s trying to get rid of me. I resolve to revisit the
house in a few days time. I remember Benjamin said he’d be on the bench by the
lake in Central Park in New York ever Friday at noon. I wonder would he help me
now I’ve been around for a bit longer.
I know
yesterday was Wednesday, which means I have a day to waste before I can see him
again.
‘Like I
said, I’ll be back,’ I repeat.
‘I’ll have
the chess board set up for you,’ he suggests. ‘I’ll see if you measure up to
me. It’s so hard to find a good chess partner these days.’
‘I’d like
that,’ I reply. I’d happily sit here and play chess with my new friend.
Sometimes I think that’s all he needs: a person who’ll stay during the mood
swings and let him be when he wants to be quiet. I know I have to get him out
of this house but I have to see if he’ll do it by himself first.
‘Well I’ll
see you, Yates.’
He’s turned
back to his manuscript again. This is the test. If he returns the book to the
Thacker museum then I know he’s put himself on a good path.
‘Farewell,
Easton, and thank you,’ he says.
‘See you
soon,’ I say, and start towards the door. In an instant I’m through it and out
into the world again.
Would Penny
be in Rome? I know all the places she wanted to see. She had a well-thumbed
travel guide in her bedroom with all her future favourite places bent down at
the corner.
I begin
walking down the path. My detour with Yates has cost me time but it’s time I
don’t mind spending. Sometimes a person will extend a hand, asking for help.
Sometimes they’re reluctant to do so. I don’t want to be a person who ignores
the people who don’t ask for it just because that’s the easy path.
I’ll be a
better man than that. I close my eyes and count to ten, knowing my destination
better than any other place.
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