When I wake up, there’s a small tray of breakfast on a stool
next to my bed. I open the lid of a silver-serving tray and find two boiled
eggs and toast already cut into soldiers. Next to that sits a cup of tea on its
own saucer.
I smile and
relish in the childhood thrill of dipping soldiers in a runny egg. I suppose
that’s what this all is really, extended memories based on stimulus I
encounter. Some, like boiled eggs I used to eat every day as a child, are
stronger. Robin Thacker is another strong memory. Penny is the strongest of
all.
As I sit on
the bed, the beams of morning light leaking through the curtains, I wonder
where I’ll go next.
My first
day being dead has taught me a lot. Looking back it doesn’t really feel like a
day. I remember crashing in the daytime and then emerging in the night in the
hayfield. I hadn’t really noticed at the time. Other things felt a lot more
important.
Either Yates, with his English
accent and decidedly English way of living, lives somewhere where day to
England is night to him, or visiting memories and travelling enters me into a
world where time doesn’t flow in the same way. Like I’ve jumped on a moving
walkway at the airport next to weary travellers wheeling their cases.
I’m still puzzled about the
eating and drinking. Clearly the food and drink doesn’t fall through me as I
eat, so I have some sort of mass to me still. I’m not completely corporeal. I
think I might write down my findings. The scientist in me can’t resist being
excited.
The puzzle is still Penny.
Working out the mysteries of the universe can wait. Where would she have gone?
She loved Thacker too but I didn’t
see her at the museum. Penny loved a lot of things so that could place her in
any number of places. She could be sat in the British Library, sneaked into the
pre-1800 section with all the old books falling apart; damaged by a cocktail of
love and time. She could be in Rome, she’d always wanted to visit there.
Rome. I say the word in my head
and it resonates slightly, as though I’ve struck a tuning fork against the
bedside table. She always talked about Rome. A place full of romance and
history, that’s where she’ll be.
I can only hope Yates is alright
to leave.
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