The bed is single, and the rug
is kicked up in the middle. A stool lies on its side in the middle of the room,
and there, hanging from a beam across the old ceiling, is what Yates is asking
me to take down.
I think it must haunt the house
in its own way, to a far greater effect than Yates or I ever could. I imagine I’m
an intruder; a wanderer in these hayfields looking for the source of the never-ending
light coming from the cottage windows. They’d enter through the door, pass
stacks of mysterious books, and find the house deserted. I imagine the tricks
Yates would pull on them, maybe to take some sort of revenge on people who
wronged him in his life by taking it out on others.
Stacks would fall down, lights
flicker, lampshades rattle. Maybe even the rug would be pulled from under their
feet. The brave would turn and venture up the stairs. They’d find it deserted
just like me and then come to this end room. They’d open the door and find it.
A noose, sitting dead still,
like it has always been there and has fossilised from lack of use and the slow
pass of time. I’m almost scared to touch it, like it will shock my fingers on
contact.
I touch it and it does move. It
swings slowly and still silently, dust falling from it. Yates’s killer
intimidates me like the worst bully. All tiredness is forgotten for a second. I
seize the stool and climb onto it, reaching up for the ceiling. I can just
reach it with my fingertips.
Slowly, after a few tries, I slip the noose from its knot and ease the
deadly rope down. I had it defeated in my hands. I imagine what Yates must have
felt like, scarcely being able to visit the room, but always having the dread
of the thing hanging there, just a few rooms away. It would have been like
living under the rule of a fearsome lord of the manor. No more though.
I take the noose with me, promising to dispose of it elsewhere
tomorrow, wherever I go. The spare room is decorated in a chintzy style, with
an old, ironwork double bed and a flowery duvet. There are doilies all over the
place and even the lampshade is shaped like a tulip.
Not sparing a second thought for the décor, I slip between the sheets
and fall asleep. The memory of sleep it may be, but whatever my body had become
needed it, and I greet it like an old friend.
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