This time the curtain moves aside a lot more easily. It’s as
though I’m stepping back over the threshold of a door I’ve left open. Short,
well kept lawn becomes long grass, heavy, still London air becomes clear
country night, and the darkness above flickers into a million, billion stars.
I take a
deep breath and relish the silence around me. The sound of the alarm still
rings in my ears and I don’t look forward to returning later that night.
I
practically sprint across the field and through the gate. I slow to a walk when
I reach the gravel, not wishing to disturb Yates inside.
I find I’m
fearful of what I may find. What if I’ve left him too long? Everyone deserves a
chance at happiness and I know there are things that I want to show him.
Thinking about the book passing through the glass at my touch makes me wonder.
Can I take Yates with me wherever I go? Can we step through the curtain
together? Maybe we can find something that will turn his death around.
Because it
is clear that the man was depressed. His repeated reference to sadness in his
life, his shutting himself away in a house in the middle of nowhere, the
eternal cutting short of sentences and one-word conversation killers. Here is a
man who is not used to company, and he cried out for it in life. It appears he
continues to in death.
So I’ll
give him company, and bring him something that may bring a smile to his
eternally aging features.
I reach the
door and take a breath, tucking the old book under my arm. Taking heed of his
previous words, I raise my hand, pause and then give three sharp raps on the
green front door. I marvel at how simple it is to touch an object, and how
similarly easy it is to pass through it. The world obeys my thoughts. It
settles me. I am finally finding an affinity with my new body.
‘Yates!’ I
call. ‘I’m not going to leave until you open the door! I have something you’ll
want to see.’
The silence
around me is all the reply I get.
I close my
eyes and reach out into the house. There he is, in the hallway, paused again,
but different. The darkness has grown, and he feels different. I’m wondering if
it’s the same person at all when there is movement and the door flies open in
front of me.
‘I don’t
want to tell you again,’ he says. I see the sparse fuzz on his upper lip and
thick black hair covering his previously bald temples. ‘Leave me alone!’
Yates the
man is present in his voice. The sharp eyes are still there, but they exist in
the body of a teenage boy.
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